Wednesday, May 27, 2009

today loitered aorund in school. had some talk with brothers. ie stay outside the toilet thinking.. secret uh.. hehe. smsed jielin chat with her. hehe. thanks for your concern eh? love you.. <33
went into class at 10.35? teacher nver sday anything.. played "cheat" at the back of the class.
after school.. slacked in school. go library. chat with grace and sien and some brothers.. didnt know my parent coming.. sian. after talk, slack again! LOL
went home with choonhian and yonghao.. basket, yonghao damn funny. hehe. He act cute. train-ed homed..


ie know ie am damn selfish. ie know ie am too over-sensitive.. ie AM the cause of this problem. ie should not have created it. maybe ie should keep everything to myself. ie know it is awkward to make you stay away, ie made you confused. ie make you sad. because of me your mind is in a blank now. ie really need advise, need time, courage and confident. advise from friends to get over my problem. time to solve the problem. courage to stand infront to talk to you. confident to protect you. but ie know, ie have none. ie felt so useless. ie cant even do anything to protect you. ie am really tired now. confused too, not sure of what to do next. so how am ie going to do next? the feeling is damn fcuk. Seeing her liddat, you cant do anything. confused.. it really hurts to see this happening to you, really.. IE NEED YOU..